FRIENDS

This is for all my friends..
This is all I ever wanted..


Finished SPM..
The feeling was brilliant..
At the same time, it indicated we are going to separate soon..
I think everyone was ready with this fact..
Although it was really hard to accept the fact we have to separate..
But,
This is Life..
I mean,
friends can't be with you all the time..
They have their own pathway of life to continue..
Different interest, different living places, different lifestyles, different study courses..
No choice..
Is it the most miserable moment in life?
Yes? No?
For me,
more on the answer "YES"..
My feelings were inexplicably dragging on..
I desperately tried to hold my emotions far behind..
As people said,
things will not be appreciated until it is really gone..
Honestly, I can't bear to erase those sweet memories with all my friends..
My life was amused by all my friends..
Although we are not fully separated now..
Yet, there will be one day for sure..
(When we're) Together, it's called a dream..
(When we're) Separated, it's called pain..
The sadness has been forgotten as time goes by..
And of course happiness are stored in memory for recalling..
The sourness from the air,
smelling out our distance..
I believe the bonds between all of us will never be broken..
As we are still looking at a same piece of sky..
Destiny, I started to believe in it..
No doubt,it brought me a group of thoughtful and wonderful friends..
And I thank gravity for letting me meet all of you..
Without all of you,
I would not be someone that I wished to be..


Dear friends,
Your Smiles are Like an embrace to me..
How I want to hide your goodness?

Already Gone~~

24 January 2010..
The weather is hot here..
Hate it..
I had spent a day at Sunway Pyramid for interviews for job..
I mean part-time job..
It was a successful day..
Ho was with me for the day..
Both of us had decided to go KimGary to work for one month..
As we are waiting for our driving lesson after one month..
So yeah,
not going to waste the time..
Earn some extra money for myself..

Start of February will be my first day of working at KimGary.
Going to settle down myself into a different living environment..
A whole new routine..
Tiring or enjoying?
I never considered about it..
The feeling of happy was literally gone..
Maybe most of friends are not around here now..
We can't have fun together like before..
Those happy times were ALREADY GONE..
But I will move on..

NS to ME

FUNNIEST INDIAN I HAD EVER MET..


PHOTO SESSION DURING THE LAST DAY AT THE CAMP..


MY MOST ADORABLE MALAY FRIEND..

National Service..
Some people do like it while some don't..
It depends on the individual..
For me, it was okay..
I had spent eight days at the camp..
I have quite a number of personal comments about the camp..

I was pleased with everything at there..
I met this seven new friends..
What more can i ask for?
Living in a same dome with them,
Life was never been bored..
We created jokes , and shared each others' experiences..

MY FELLOW TEACHERS..

The teachers are all friendly as well..
They are willing to help you whenever you have problems..
Just maybe sometimes they acted cool or over..
But I understand their situation..
Because they are also demand everyone's cooperation..

Of course when you joining this kind of camp..
You have to ready for those strict rules..
I actually hate it the most..
Those stupid rules were just annoying..
I couldn't see the rules help a lot in the progress of the camp..
Perhaps, they simply set it for fun??haha..

Every morning during the weekdays,
every trainee have to attend a three hours lesson..
I can tell you that I thought I was in the kindergarten..
It was quite interesting at the beginning..
But once you attend the lesson everyday,
you will noticed that all of them are almost the same..
I was suffering at that moment..


THIS IS WHERE I TAKE MY BATH..

Showering was okay at the camp..
Although the door can't be locked..
But there are no one going to disturb you while you're taking your shower..
What I heard is that,
third batch trainee will ambush into others bathroom..
That could be the most distracting one..
The feeling will never be good..

THIS IS WHERE I WASH MY CLOTHES..

Washing my own clothes was tiring..
You know, usually I just need to put all of them into my washing machine..
But I forced to used my hands to wash it..
Though, it was a great experience for me..

MOMENTS at NS

4th January 2010..
This was the first day I joined the national service..
Before the journey start,
I met Seow and Ho..
Their appearances undoubtly made me felt sad that I was going to leave them..
It just took almost one and a half hour to reach the destination..


The camp is sort of beautiful..
Satisfied with the view of the camp where it's located near to two lakes..
I was arranged to stay at A1 dome (Alpha 1)..
Probably where I found a group of nice friends..
I stepped into the dome,
most of them are sleeping (perhaps they have nothing to do there)..
As I searching for my bed..
I met two chinese people there..
Boo and Nam Yau..
I was a little bit shy..
Though, I talked to them and I found they are friendly actually..
My feeling was inexplicably discomfort..
Maybe I wasn't ready to adapt myself into a place like this..



By wasting no time,
I went to take the shirts all at the store..
Thanked God that all of them are fit for me..
Some people spent quite a long time on testing and changing the shirts..
The outside of the store crowded by the plastic bags all..
Those people just simply threw it there..
Where are their moral values??

After all,
I went for my haircut..
This was when I worried a lot..
Though, I was feeling okay when watching everyone was doing the same thing..
Being this all-new hairstyle,
I found it was good where I felt colder..
At the same time,
it is environmental friendly too..
I just use a small drop of shampoo every time I wash my hair^^

The first three days was full with those stupid orientations..
Arghh..I couldn't stand the boring atmosphere there..
Luckily I had a group of new friends who were around me..
They gave me such a big support during the eight days at the camp..
But I had chosen to leave them..
Sorry..
As I said, I couldn't travel both road..
God was killing me..



My company is Alpha..
Alpha was divided into 4 smaller group..
Where Alpha 1 and 2 for male and Alpha 3 and 4 for female..
The third day was when all Alpha members worked hard together..
We were prepare flag, song, slogan and more for the company..
Flag was my burden..
Of course it was a collective effort..
Without their cooperation, I don't think we will have such a beautiful flag..
I love it so much..
The girls paid a lot of effort for the flag..
I hope everyone enjoy that process..
The result doesn't seemed really important..
So yeah..
Plenty of positives for everyone after we got the last place in the competition..
Personally I think my team deserve a better place..
But, this is LIFE..
We throw it away..

Saturday was when I loved the most at the camp..
Buddhist will be sent to a nearby temple..
Everyone was friendly there..
Once I stepped into there..
I could felt I was covered by a strong protector..
My heart was calm at that moment..
I like the place a lot..
I wonder if I can stay at there rather than the dome at the camp..

Sunday was when parents are allowed to visit their children..
But I told my parents not to come,
as I thought it was a little early to visit me..
I spent my day at the dome with my friends..
Chatting, Singing, and Sleeping..
These were already taken up the whole daytime..

PLAY_I'm Back Again~~

12th January 2010..
I have come back to Tanjong Malim..
I chose this way..
There are some personal reasons..
But I will never regret on whichever road I have chose..
Once I step into this road..
I need to face everything, every challenges coming to me..

I chose to leave the camp..
They encouraged asthmatic patients not to continue..
Such a big offer..
So I decided to make my return..

I miss the camp a lot..
It was really hard to make a decision at there..
But I followed my feeling..
And now I'm at Tanjong Malim..

I met many friends there..
They are great yeah^^
I had great time with them..
Eight days at there..
Although it wasn't so long..
But THEY had already developed a special place in my heart now..
I hope they can continue their mission perfectly..
I will continue my life at here..
Sorry that I can't travel both..

PAUSE__I'LL BE BACK

3rd January 2010..
This could be the last update of my blog until Chinese New Year..
I'll be missing my blog..
I can't get the chance to update my blog in the camp..
So yeah,
Have to press the button "PAUSE" now..
And I will be back..
I will press the button "PLAY" when I come back..

So, BYE FOR A WHILE..
I will spend my time well at there..
Try to gain my knowledge as much as possible there..
I wish all the best for all my friends here..
Whatever you guys going to do next,
I will be crossing my finger for you guys..
Take care yourself..
I will make my return soon..
It will not be a long period..

By the way,
I found myself started to miss you guys..
I'll be thinking everyone of you..
So, I wish to see everyone of you got better when the next time we gather..
Bye~~

Welcome 2010~~

1st January 2010..
This is the begining of 2010..
Everyone stepped into this new year..
Last night we had another gathering again..
Could be the last one before I go into the PLKN camp..
Not bad..But actually I found it was not really enjoying..
I will throw it away..
I'm in an enjoying mood..


Okay..Stepping into 2010 is something scary for me..
This will not be an easy year..
Settle down myself into a new study environment..
Meet different type of friends..
Individual's adaptation is playing a big role there..
I hope all my friends are ready for the coming challenges..
Especially myself..
Arghh..I have to work HARDER of course..
I can't bring the same manners into this year..
Time to make differences..
Time to change myself..
I will try to make myself BETTER in every aspects needed..
And my goal is being the best among the best..
Sounds crazy but I just aim high for myself..
Have to do everything in a FASTER rate..
No more delaying works..
And of course I have to be STRONGER..
So that I can face all type of challenges awaiting me in the future..
I think these are the keys to succeed in life..


" They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself."
-Andy Warhol

I agree with it..
You have to change everything yourself..
Time can't do it for you..

Personally I have two idols which inspired me a lot..
They are the greatest ever tennis player, Roger Federer
and The best player of the year 2008 in football, Cristiano Ronaldo..
This two sportmen are simply beyong Godlike..
I think they are the example for me to follow..
They will be my role model of life..
Especially in this year..




Roger Federer,
He became the first man in tennis history to reach 15 Grand Slams titles..
And he is still running now..
There are still chances for him to increase the tally..
This title tally was unprecedented before this, which Pete Sampras was only managed to get 14 Grand Slams titles..
His fighting spirit is unbelievable..
He never stop fighting..


Cristiano Ronaldo,
He is the best football player for me..
He is playing good football..
He never hide his intention of being the best player in the world..
What an ambitious man..
Impressive..

Of course achieving something like this,
The journey will be bloody tough..
Blood and sweat was there to sacrifice..
When you fall down,
there are no time for you to rest..
You have to directly stand up again by wasting no time..
This is the pathway of success..